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| Everytime i close my eyes, it's all i think about...i just cant stop. This just seems surreal, i wish it was only a bad dream, but instead frustration and guilt builds and then i just become a crybaby.
I look like shit, but thats the least i care about...i want my eyes to be fine so i can study. My eyes are hurting cause it's swollen, nose is swollen, my lip is
swollen. I cant breathe through my nose, hardly can eat or sleep. i don't know how
i am going to study for my exam which is in exactly 5 days.
My accident made me realise a lot, who my true friends are, who actually gives a shit about you. The one person who i thought would atleast care, doesn't seem to give a shit at all. And think its no big deal Probably won't even care if i died, you make me feel more like shit. And to those other friends, thank you, you made me feel better just by talking to me. I think i would have gone crazy just keeping it all to myself. Why is it that everytime i am happy, something bad has to happen? I was so looking forward to this weekend.
i don't know what i am going to do now, but ill try and study even though my eyes hurt like hell. As much i wanna stop feeling like shit, i just can't.
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